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| heyz...it's been one week...this is gonna be my last entry in here...my new webbie is gonna be at http:://living4god.blogdrive.com ...go there next time, kayz?? anywayz, this is, like what i said is gonna be my last entry in here...
so, the photos of the dinner thingy has been taken and developed and seen by u guys already...hehehe...what did u think about it?? comment about it in my blogdrive, yah?? thanx...
and, i got a dog!!!!!!! hehehe....his name is king...hehehe...he really like to bite my toes...hmm, must be coz his teeth are growing already...and he really like to overturn his bowl of water and food...hmm, notty notty....
anywayz, today in cf we had prayer walk...more about it in the other one...and i got the cf camp photos and video today...i haven't seen the photos yet, but the video was alright...if u want my honest opinions...hehehe...
the cameraman shook the camera alot...it was really shaky...and when he wanted to move from this place to that place, he moved the camera too fast...almost gave me a headache only when i watched it...and the sound was really soft...couldn't hear what the ppl was saying...
hey, no offence, kay?? but that's what i though about it...i know it's not my place to judge, but that's what i honestly thought about it...sorry if i hurt anyone's feelings...
anywayz, i think that's all for now...i'm gonna fall asleep anytime soon already...*yawn*...bye ppl...nitez...bye xanga...gonna miss u...
 lotz from me...
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| whoa, long time no blog already.....anywayz, i don't really have much time...so, i don't think i'll really say much.....well, there wasn't much that happened today.....just the normal routine lah...
school, cf....oh yah, i have a dinner tmorrow...and i think it's like, kinda semi formal...hehehe.....so, i'll be wearing a skirt...a batik skirt...hehehe, come to thin of it, i think the last time i wore a skirt was a really really really really long time ago....hehehe...and a spaggeti (is that how u spell it??) strap with a jacket over it...hmm, i'll probably take a few pics...hehehe, whoever wanna see can come and ask me...hmm, must see also whether i let or not...
anywayz...not much to say lah...i was out shopping today with my mom...in 1u.....the new building...and we took 2 and a half hours to shop, and in the end also we only bought the spaggeti strap shirt...hehehe...
tomorrow have to go again.....gotta go and look for the shoes...i'm also probably wearing high heels, know?? it's really hard for me to imagine it lah......hmm, see whether u ppl can imagine or not....see lah...hehehe.....when i get it, i'll take a few pics if i bring my camera...hehehe...
oh well, i think i gotta go now...it's kinda late already, and i'm tired...whole day i was out...from school, straight to tuishon, then straight to 1u...never come back home for almost 12 hours...so, kinda tired now...kay lah.....
tzeyuen | | |
| yo....cf ppl are in camp now...haih....so sad...i'm not there...they've been gone since tuesday...and they're coming back tomorrow.....haih....hmm, i guess it serves me right not being able to go....i didn't really do well in my 1st term exams...
never mind lah...when they come back, i must go and pester them to tell me what happened there...hehehe......hmm, wonder if i can buy the shirt....must buy...and the pics...hehehe...must definitely buy some pics...
hahaha...i remember last year's cf camp...i was one of the photographers...i miss last year's camp...we had so much fun.....and i definitely miss all the ppl from camp last year.....especially all the ex form 5s...
*haih*...i remember what happened the 1st day of camp....me and foong san was really excited...and really high....and she was chasing me all over the kantin...hehehe....just to whack me.... ....i remember all that times...and i feel sad...or, what ppl call nostalgic...i think...not even sure what that word means...but, oh well...that's what i think it means....
and we had about 20-30 ppl in a dorm...and i remember the 2nd nite...there were 4 ppl all crammed into 2 mattresses...hehehe...that was fun...haih...want to experience that again...hehehe...nvm lah..next year...
anywayz...i don't think i have anything else to say here....i'm trying to do something...i'll blog more next time, kayz??
tzeyuen | | |
| hey ppl....today was such a boring day....really...my mum took my 2 bros to penang, so now it's me and my sis at home...home alone...hehehe...but it was quite quiet today....coz my 2 bros will usually be the ones making all the noise...hehehe.......
anywayz...we had pizza for dinner and maggi mee for lunch...i know that i'm probably boring u guys out of ur minds telling u what i had for lunch and dinner...but i really have nothing to say...nothing to talk about...not even any crap...hmm, that's even unusual for me....coz u all know me lah...i like to talk alot of crap, right???
anywayz....since i have nothing to say...i'll probably just go off now...i'll see u soon, kayz?? byez....
tzeyuen
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| hey ppl...i was super bored today...spent almost the whole day in front of the tv...hehehe, got nothing better to do mah...wait till next week, then only i'll probably start doing things...
anywayz, last nite i had a really weird dream...really...it was kinda funny at first, but then when going to end already, it became sorta meaningful to me...
it was like this...there was world war 3...guess where?? in school...believe it...and i was supposed to be 'operating' the bomb machine...hehehe, funny man...
it was in school between the students and.....the japanese ppl...stupid right?? i think too much sejarah already...hehehe...and, it was already nearing the end of the 'war', and i was shot...hehehe...
there was like only 1 more tanker for the japanese army, and we were winning...but i missed that one last tanker by throwing the bomb too slow...and guess who was in that tanker?? hehehe, jeneral itagaki...hahaha...i laugh man, when i woke up and remembered the dream...
anywayz, i missed the tanker, and that's when the japanese ppl saw me...they aimed their machine guns at me and i so stupid go and jumped of the machine...that's when i got shot...it kena my left side...
so, i fell down, and the bullet was still inside me...but there was no blood and it was kinda painful...hehehe, still can remember the feelings also...hehehe...
it so happened that at the same time, block f was having exams...hehehe, funny right?? exams in the middle of world war 3...and i dunno how i could somehow drag myself there...i wanted to talk to a friend there...
when i reached there, the teacher, who was taking care of that class, took one look at me and asked me whether i was in form 3...i said yes, and he didn't care about me anymore...
so, i sat down, and waited for the exam to finish...i was kinda tired that time...and u know right, when ppl already want to die, they wouldn't let that person go to sleep, coz if they did, they would never wake up...but i fell asleep...
and u know ah, that exam also very weird wan...it was supposedly very long, so they had a toilet break in the middle of the exam...and that's when something happened that meant alot to me...
i was kinda sleeping, or half dead, literally, outside the class...i was almost dying already kua, i'm not sure...but the thing was, no blood no nothing, that's why nobody noticed anything wrong...
but it was already break time, in the middle of the exam...since i was kinda sleeping, or unconcious, i didn't notice it...dunno how suddenly i woke up and then there was a friend sitting down next to me...i won't say the name, but in here it's A...hehehe, privacy...
but anywayz, she was looking at me with concerned eyes...i think it was coz i looked like i was in pain, but it was true...i was in pain...and then she asked me...
"what are u doing here??" "i wanted to talk to u" "u wanna go downstairs and talk??" "ok..." that was our conversation...all the time she was looking at me with really concerned eyes...
then, we walked together downstairs...i was walking kinda slowly coz the stupid 'bullet' was still inside me...but when we got downstairs, instead of going to a quiet place to talk, she saw her friends and started talking to them...and i was left alone there...
after that, i dunno how suddenly go back to the war scene...weird right?? but anywayz, this time, in the war, we won...i managed to throw the bomb at the right distance...hehehe, stupid right?? and it managed to hit the tanker right on the correct spot...
but the thing is, i've been thinking about that dream the whole day...i kept feeling the place where the 'bullet' hit me...i can actually remember the excact spot where it went in...
i also kept thinking if it really happened...not excactly world war 3 lah, but if i were really going to die, what would i do...coz, that friend, A, she and i don't really talk...and ppl keep saying, don't wait another day to tell ppl that u care for them when u can do it today...and the thing is, i want to tell her that i care, but i don't dare...i dunno why also...i guess i'm scared, but scared of what??
and the thing is, i went to her about some problems before...and she can give really cool advice...but now i also dunno what happened...
and the image of her sitting down next to me also brought back a memory of something...and that memory is something i really cherish...i guess what i want to say to her can be summed up in this poem i wrote...
so fast and you're already leaving
i feel as if i didn't do my part
i want to tell you everything
everything that's in my heart...
i guess what i'm trying to say now is, if A is reading this, and if u think ur A, err...i'm sorry...sorry i dun really talk to u...hope u'll forgive me...
others, hehehe, weird dream right?? hahaha, laugh only...but it can't help making u think, right?? if u were really to die tomorrow, would ur fiends know that u care for them?? just treasure them lorr...kay?? and let them know that u care for them...
ok lah, i think that's all for now...
luv,
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